superman....

some of you think that eye am your superman....  eye am not....  eye am not your superman....  eye am not your snake....  eye am not your lucifer....

a few weeks ago....  eye told a teller at a grocery store....  that eye eat hot salsa like soup....  and she replied....  that is weird....  eye thought that she might just think that eye am crazy....

so....  two days ago....  eye was going through her line again....  and as eye was checking out....  and eye said....  eye have a lyric for you....  cause....  you know me....  eye have a lyric for everyone....  so....  eye said to her....  if eye went crazy would you still call me superman.....  and....  she replied....  YES....  an emphatic yes....  eye was shocked....  eye gave her a look....  like....  what was that response....  eye was not expecting that response.....  eye told her that eye could not remember what song it was from....  but....  eye think that she thought that eye was lucifer....  that eye was superman....  and....  eye remembered who eye was....  eye was not asleep....

so....  yesterday....  eye think that they tested me....  there was a black guy in the line ahead of me yesterday....  and....  he had items that you would serve with alcohol....  the checker asked him if he was going to mix alcohol with all the drinks he was buying....  and the black guy said....  no....  that he was celebrating dry april....   that he was doing it with his mom and brother....  and his mom broke it on day two....  she sent him a text with a picture of her drinking on april second....  and then when he left....  eye was next up....  and eye asked the checker....  is that a thing....  is dry april a thing....  she said that she did not know....  but she just did carnivor january....  and she never felt better in her life....  eye asked her if all she ate was meat....  she said that she had some vegetables to keep everything flowing....  eye asked her if she made it up....  she said it was a joe rogan thing....  eye was going to tell her that eye tried the vegan thing for several years....  and eye never felt worse....  but....  we got cut off somehow....  so....  eye paid the nice lady....  and went on my merry way....  but....  eye think that this was a test....  eye think lucifer perhaps was a heavy drinker....  and always celebrated dry april....  and they were testing me....  to see if eye would say something....  since they think that eye am lucifer....  and eye am NOT asleep....  eye do not know....  but eye certainly think that it was a test of some kind....

so....  back to the whole superman thing....  eye think that lucifer is superman....  and he takes people out of worlds....  that he invites them to come inside shadys little world above his head....  so that he can take them out....  rescue them....  but eye am NOT superman....  if eye am....  eye am resigning....  eye am turning my back on the little world above me....  not the world eye am living in....  because....  if eye did not turn my back on the world above....  eye would be turning my back on the world that eye am living in....  and eye will not do that....  eye am NOT lucifer....  eye am his crazy brother....  love....  eye am NOT superman....  superman has got nothing on me....  eye am here to rescue everyone....  not just the chosen ones in the little world above my head....