showing....

someone shut me down today....  they are trying to stop me from speaking up....

eye am guessing....  that they do not believe me....  that they do not beleive....  that outside forces want to destroy this world....  and eye need to cool it down....  so that....  even if eye fail....  eye will have succeeded in cooling the world down....  so that....  maybe....  hopefully....  more of the outsiders will come to your rescue....  eye guess that they are having trouble believing....  if not for me....  you would all be dead....  eye seem crazy right....  everything eye am saying seems crazy...  will you still see me as superman....  eye guess that you are still having trouble believing....  you are all dead....  and eye am here to bring you to life....  eye happen to be the only living soul in this world....  eye know that this is hard to hear....  but eye am the only thing that is good in this world right now....  do not worry....  eye am not going to walk anyone home....  eye am home....  

can you help me....  can you all help me....  if eye remember correctly....  from my conversations with the moon....  she believes in letting everyone find their own way....  eye am sorry moon....  but that is not an option anymore....  people from the outside are stearing all of you in the wrong direction....  eye need to counteract that....  someone needs to help you fight the spell that they are trying to put you under....  eye cannot sit back and watch it happen idolly....  that is the whole reason that eye am here....  to help steer this ship in the right direction....

eye am frustrated....  eye am angry....  eye am tired....  because eye want to be moving forward....  eye want to be showing you the way out....  and you are arguing with me....  you are holding me back....  eye thought that we were past this....

now my signaler has given me a red light....  eye do not know whether to believe him or not....  anymore....  but either way....  you need to hear this....

eye am NOT lucifer....  eye am not your son....  eye did not agree to this....  eye did not agree to do what eye am told....  and just sit back....  and listen....  that was lucifer....  because this world and imasculated him....  eye am not from this world....  eye am from a BETTER world....  and if you give me time....  you will see....

if eye am moving too fast....  if you want to slow me down....  you can give me that job that eye asked for....  at the store that eye worked at before....  to show you....  how eye would set up the world of worlds....  

eye am starting to get very frustrated....  as eye know that you are too....  but eye should be writing what eye was writing earlier today....  when you shut me down....  eye should be telling this world how they can cool down....  so....  eye am just as frustrated as you are at this point....  

so....  the title of this chapter....  will you help me show the moon....  show the leadership of this world a better way....  will you help me show them....  that in my world....  the leadership does not have to work as hard....  that in my world....  the leadership is loved....  by everyone....  not just half the population....  will you help me show them this....  will they even give me time....  eye am guessing that they are not grasping the seriousness of this....  eye should be cooling you down....  showing you all how to heal....   instead of continuing to wake you up....  but....  it seems like eye am not there yet....  

eye want the moon to have a voice in this....  eye want to give her a voice....  but she will not meet with me....  will you try to convince her.... to reach out....  to tell me that she wants to talk again....  this whole radar love bullshit....  simply is not working....  she does not have a voice....  she deserves a voice in this....  

eye want to also make a couple of other things clear....  eye am not the street fighting man....  eye do not take my fight to the streets....  and....  eye will not sit down with a known enemy....  when they are angry....  like the guy at the house of chocolates....  we will get nowhere....  and eye will not sit down....  with a decietful enemy....  

and....  eye am sick of this god damn game....  the outsiders are not playing it....  why should the insiders continue to play....  it puts you at a significant disadvantage....  

why do we not start the conversation....  and let me do what eye do best....  mediate....  

who tore out lucifers heart and threw it away....  eye fucking want to know....  who was that monster....  whoever you are....  get off of your high horse....  and admit that you are just as rotten as the rest of them....  

stop holding me back....  and let me move forward....  coooooooling this world down....  stop delaying the process....