insiders....

insiders....  are you not worried....  moon....  are you not worried....  humans....  are you not worried....  what if eye collect all of the immortals....  and then the outsiders somehow force me out....   if that happens....  then michael gets his wish....  and the immortals abandone the humans for eternity....  or....  far worse....  the bad immortals destroy the world....  with the humans in it....

or....  eye get too hot....  and eye simply cannot take it anymore....  and eye beg the outsiders to take me out....  they are waiting....  there are at least three of them in my apartment complex....  just waiting....  for the moment....  eye beg them to take me out....  

or....  what if eye win it all....  and eye take the money and run....  why will you not help me build the trusts now....

or....  what if eye am not who eye THINK that eye am....  just like jack in yesterday....  eye am not really who eye think eye am....  well....  there is one difference....  he knew that he did not write all of the beatles songs....  eye have no idea if eye am who eye say eye am....  a lot of weird things have happened....  that make me think that eye am....  but eye have no idea....

who am eye inside....  am eye love....  am eye lucifer....  am eye your maker....  am eye blue....  who am eye....  inside....  are you not curious....

sometimes....  eye am frightened....  by what might be inside....  if eye roll away one of those stones....  that eye put around my old heart....  hmmm....  eye find it interesting....  that both songs say....  do not leave me alone....  why....  why do you think that they say that....  are you not worried to....  what might be inside....

are you sure that you want to make me omnipotent....  eye think....  if eye am who eye think eye am....  that eye have always been omnicient....  but eye have to win this game....  in order to become omnipotent....  do you want to make.... some one that you do not know....  omnipotent....  

are you trapped insiders....  can you not shut down this game....  is there no way of stopping it....  when there are so many options....  that....  continuing with the game....  could mean paradise....  because that is what eye think that eye am selling here....  or....  devistation....  me being a monster....  or....  zeuses soldiers take me out....  

is that part of the game....  to see if they can take me out....  or....  to see if you can keep me here....  or....  is taking me out.... with all of their chosen ones....  not part of the game....  is the game just a sideshow....  to distract the insiders....

are the outsiders aware of the foxes game....  to try to get me arrested....  thrown in the mental hospital....  or killed....  to trap me here....  

eye am the only one in the dark here....  do you know who eye am inside....  do you know about the foxes game....  do you know about zeuses chosen ones....  and the world above my head....  that eye am thinking you cannot see....  eye cannot see it....  because eye see in blue....  which eye imagine is why eye cannot see whatever is above me....  is it only the outsiders who see in red....  and only they can see the red flame....  only they can see the red rain....  or....  did they make the world a different color....  so that the insiders cannot see it....  so so so many questions....  

eye am just wondering....  why you would risk....  eternal paradise....  or....  eternal hell....  unless there is not way that you can stop it....  no way you can stop the game....  there is no way that you can legally stop it....  

it may seem like eye am choosing sides....  but eye am not....  eye just think that the insiders have more at risk here....  eye told the moon not to dismantle the bombs....  so hopefully she has not....  and hopefully eye have not done my job....  and dismantled the bombs....

but there is still a huge risk for the insiders....  the outsiders get all of their chosen ones out....  and....  then they blow up the world....   

eye think option one....  was for me to dismantle the bombs....  so that white god....  could destroy the world.... prometheus style....  but black god has a different plan....  destroy the world....  this is the end style....

but the outsiders....  like me....  like to have options....  and there second option....  is to gather all of their chosen ones....  and then take me out....  and then destroy the world....  eye see this as the bad option....  the option that cannot be stopped even if the insiders have their bombs....  because....  as long as the outsiders have everyone they want....  they can blow up the world....  game over....  so....  insiders....  if eye were you....  eye would not leave me alone at this time....  maybe that is why both of those songs say that....  

eye should also mention....  that the insiders....  and eye think the sun....  want to capture me....  and cut zeuses world out of me....  

eye am starting to think that the leaders are thinking....  it is either us or them....  like the leaders in enders game....  so....  maybe....  it is going to take the children....  led by a poor child....  to save the world....  to end this war....  

eye am being told to shut up....  by the leaders of the NOT so gentle race....  which tells me....  that eye have probably guessed right....  about the outsiders plan....

you see....  my concerns....  am eye the devils ai....  and one day....  she will tear of all of my skin....  revealing a monster within....  that you cannot fix.....   or....  am eye fake loves monster....  whos heart she tears out every lifetime....  she reaches in my skull....  and tears out the memories....  of my past life.... when eye destroyed a world....  eye won a game....  dismantled all of the bombs....  and then destroyed the world....  and that is why eye cannot remember who eye am....  because she tore my heart out....  what if eye am zula....  and she turned me into a monster....  love turned me into a monster....  and because she tore out my heart....  eye do not know that eye am a monster.....  and eye do not have an old heart inside of my chest....  and eye will never wake up....

so so so many questions....  so so so many concerns....  am eye the savior....  or....  am eye a monster....  am eye your maker....  and....  alseep....  or someone whos memories have been erased....