skin....

so....  she tells me to free myself from my skin....  but....  eye hear....  with skin you will win....  so....  why would eye ditch my skin....  even if eye have cancer....  why would eye ditch my skin....  

besides....  eye think....  one day....  everybody will win with skin....  because....  other than this fucking game....  other than all of the fucking illnesses zeuses soldiers have given me....  this body feels pretty good....  it feels good....  to walk outside on a nice spring day....  and let your skin bathe in the sun....  it feels pretty good....  and....  food tastes pretty good....  eye would hate to go without it....  and....  apparently....  she misses it....  the most....

my body tells me no more....  no more....  all of these diseases that eye have are telling me to stop....  but....  eye will not quit....  eye want more....  eye am a rebel....  and....  eye want more....  eye want more....  it is hard to ignore....  eye want more....  eye want everyone....  eye want everyone....  eye want everything....  give me everything tonight....  for all you know....  there might not be a tomorrow....  for EVERYONE good....  eye want everyone....  we can share the kingdom....  among ALL of the good people who remain....  good people....  have been down for far far far too long....  one day the son will rise....  and bring ALL of the good people with him....

what is she trying to tell me....  eye saw vitamin girl worshipping the sun yesterday....  enjoying the sunshine....  eye am going to call her vitamin girl for now....

what is she trying to tell me....  is she making fun of me....  OR....  is she telling me that she also chose skin....  so....  by default....  you do not win with skin....  because others chose skin....  to win....  OR....  is she telling me....  eye am also human....  so....  eye am on your side....  eye am your kind....  so....  eye am on your side....  well....  as we have established....  the other day....  with hispanic girl....  choosing what is best for your kind....  and only your kind....  is not what is best for everyone....  choosing to be on the side of your kind....  no matter what....  is wrong....  so....  hopefully....  she was not telling me that she is on my side....  simply because she is human too....  

now....  this creates a bit of a quandry....  is she human....  is she asleep....  she could be our maker....  too....  she might be another candidate....  after all....  the awake my soul video....  shows a woman being asleep....  perhaps your maker is a woman....