surrender....

well....  if.... eye am lucifer....  and....  eye am love....  especially if eye am lucifer....  eye do NOT have to be afraid of hell....  hell is my home....  hell is the home that god gave me....  

so....  am eye face down in the moment....  waiting to let go....  eye have the devils daughter with me now....  it is time to let go....  it is time to go into the bowels of hell....  it is time to pick up all of those demons that eye sent back to hell....  it is time to make the devil surrender....  he said....  if eye split myself in two again....  he would surrender....  he needs to keep to his word....  this has been a LONG time coming....  a long long long time coming....  eye lived....  as lucifer....  and....  as love....  for who knows how long....  well....  you all know....  but eye do not know....  you try it....  you try falling apart....  and starting all over again....  that is what eye have done....  and now....  eye need to prove it....  

and....  eye always give myself options....  so....  eye have at least two that eye know of right now....  he NEEDS to surrender....  because eye tore myself in two again....  AND....  eye have that silly little bet about his daughter....  

look....  eye know....  and you know....  she does not want to do....  what he has asked her to do....  in order to be fixed....  eye am giving HER and option....  eye am giving her an out....  eye can fix her....  but....  she has to get me to fall in love with her....  not sexually....  come on people....  she has to figure out how to open my heart....  AND....  eye think then....  she will be fixed....  she will be healed.....  this love....  this devil....  wants NO promises....  just some long hours....  the LOVE has....  no wing clippings....  no fucking strings....  just some long hours....  that is all eye ask....  

see how eye did that there....  turning the tables.....  is another one of my little tools....  eye love turning the tables....  you all thought....  eye was going to have to get her to fall in love with me....  nope....  eye have turned the tables....  eye have put the burden on her.... 

this love has got to be haunting all of you by now....  eye AM unraveling my love....  repeat....  not return....  repeat....  of the devil you know....

you tell me....  are there over a million signs blinking right now....  telling you....  to let it go....  let me go into the deep.....

what the fuck were you thinking lucifer....   you know better than to ask a daughter to turn against her own father....  eye am sorry love....  eye do not know what eye was thinking....  w-w-w-what was that lucifer....  did you just say eye am sorry.... NO....  yes you did....  eye heard it....  AND....  you knew what you were thinking....  lucifer....  you were just you being you....  

so....  here is the deal lucifer....  eye had the devils daughter once before....  and the angel in white....  and eye let them go....  eye let them go....  because....  where we are going....  is no place for an angel....  a daughter....  this is mothers work....  this is our work....  and our mothers work....  we are going to open up that cabinet....  that cabinet where there is more bad than good....  yes....  we are going there....  and we are going to shine a massive fucking light there....

eye had her once before....  and eye let her go....  this time....  eye am NOT going to let go....  and....  eye am not going to make her make me fall in love with her either....  eye left breadcrumbs....  in the lyrics....  eye left breadcrumbs....  eye am going to open myself up....  eye am going to open my own heart....  and heal her....  lucifer probably told her something dumb....  like....  eye will only heal you if you betray your evil as fuck father....  and she refused....  she chose to continue to waste away....  so....  eye am taking away her choice....  eye am going to hold her above all the misery....  and heal her....  whether she likes it or not....  

and....  eye will figure out another way to take hell away from her father....  there is always another way....

and....  eye love her....  even though she has done me wrong....  eye will bring her back....  because she has been long gone....  eye will always always always be her....  broken hearted savior....  and....  for some reason....  eye am going to drink her blood....