tolerance....
all tolerance is.... is another reason to accept BAD behavior....
would you accept a murderer.... are you going to tolerate murder.... no.... fuck no....
would you accept theft.... many of you do.... we live in a wheel.... and.... everyone inside this world steals.... you WOULD accept theft.... eye say hell no.... fuck no....
would you accep lying.... many of you do.... most of you ARE pathological liars.... ALL of the immortals are pathological liars.... you cannot speak of this game.... you cannot let the humans know that you exist.... so.... your entire life is a lie.... so.... once you lie.... to hide the truth.... it become very easy to let that lie grow.... it become easy.... to lie.... to get your way.... to lie.... to steal.... to lie.... to manipulate.... to lie.... to lie.... to lie.... you are all FUCKING liars.... and you DISGUST me....
would you accept someone forcing you to call them a THEY.... when they are NOT a they.... they are NOT a hermaphodite.... they are seeking attention.... based on someone elses pain.... they are stealing someones pain.... they are FORCING you to call them a they.... if you do not call them a they.... you WILL be fired.... in this fucked up world.... to me.... this is just as bad as FORCING people to pray.... and you cannot see it.... you cannot see.... that you are doing the same exact thing.... when you FORCE someone to accept your value system.... when you FORCE someone to behave in a way that makes them sick.... you are just as bad as the church was.... when they FORCED non-believers to pray in school....
you fucked up democrats and your tolerance.... you are giving the weak a bat.... instead of fixing the weak minded.... you are giving them control over your world....
hmmmm.... you tolerate people acting out.... saying that they are a they for attention....
but there is NO fucking way that you are going to tolerate a conservative speaking up.... speaking their mind.... saying that something disgusts them.... if you are a weak minded individual.... you are giving them free riegn in your world.... but.... you are telling the conservatives to shut the fuck up.... you are telling them.... you cannot speak your mind.... you have to shut the fuck up.... and.... tolerate our bad behavior....
am eye the only one who is disgusted by these two ladies talking up a storm today.... cashew bitch.... and.... a fucking NOT so beautiful mind.... they make me sick.... eye cannot listen to them anymore.... they act like little children.... eye am gone.... after eye publish this chapter.... eye am out of this fucked up coffee shop.... eye will come back when some more mature baristas are working.... eye mean.... listen to that winny ass voice.... and.... that fucking fake ass voice....
one day.... eye will devot a chapter.... in the wicked game.... to cashew bitch.... and.... a not so fucking beautiful mind.... and.... eye will explain to you.... what.... tolerance.... taken too far.... taken to the extreme does.... eye will talk about two people.... who.... this fucked up world tolerates.... who.... have driven people to death.... one.... a sister.... she drove her sister.... to want to restart again.... to.... forgive and forget.... to forget that she ever knew her family.... especially her sister.... driven to end her life.... because.... a not so fucking beautiful mind.... insisted on being right.... and.... another.... just a tormentor.... someone.... who.... based on looks.... drove a person insane.... god started it.... god made lucifer look like a monster.... god turned lucifer into a snake.... but.... cashew girl.... refused to let him become something different than a snake.... she tormented lucifer.... the same way that she is tormenting me now.... not letting me be something other than what eye look like.... which is why eye created the shadows.... a race of beings.... who look like monsters.... so that they could understand lucifer.... understand his torment....
let me ask you.... what do you think.... about cashew tormenting lucifer.... simply because of what he looked like.... now.... what do you think about me tormenting her.... in the same way that she tormented him.... there is a difference.... she can change the way she looks.... she is overweight.... she is fat.... she is obese.... she looks hideous to me.... but.... she can change.... if she decides one day.... not to be sooooooo fucking lazy.... she can change the way she looks.... lucifer could not.... god made him into a monster.... and.... he could not change the way that he looked to people.... is this not the same thing as racism.... not accepting someone because they are brown or black or white.... they cannot change the color of their skin.... michael jackson tried to change the color of his skin.... but.... he was still black.... so.... eye ask you.... is cashew girl.... treating lucifer.... like a monster.... tormenting him.... simply because of the way he looked.... is that not the same thing that the world does to blacks and browns and whites.... yes.... historically.... blacks were tormented.... but.... now.... the tables are turned.... whites are being tormented.... blacks are being put up on a pedistal.... and whites are being shamed.... for something that our grandparents did.... and.... cashew girl.... tormented lucifer.... the way she is tormenting me.... simply because eye look like a snake.... she is tormenting me.... who is the monster here.... the one who looks like a monster.... or.... the person who will not let the monster escape his form.... it is the classic story.... beauty and the beast.... it is the guy who looks like a monster.... who.... is better than any other on the inside.... the one.... who escapes what he looks like on the outside.... the one.... who become better than anyone else.... because he looks worse than anyone else.... the one who can empathize.... is cashew girl.... is she.... or.... is she not tolerating lucifer.... is she the enemy of the shadows.... judging everyone by their cover.... rather than their book.... rather than the story of who they really are.... inside.... eye have tried to be nice to cashew girl and a not so beautiful mind.... eye tried and tried and tried to win them over.... to get them to accept me for who eye am.... to allow me to escape who eye am on the outside.... eye tried everything.... until eye did not.... until eye realized.... that my efforts were useless.... until eye realized.... no matter how nice eye was.... they were NEVER going to accept me.... so.... then.... and only then.... did eye turn.... did eye become the monster.... did eye start to terrorize them.... and.... eye will not stop.... eye will be FUCKING mercilous.... because they hurt people.... to the point of suicide.... and.... they did not learn.... they drove someone to kill themselves.... and.... still.... they will not change.... they have NO fucking shame.... they have NO fucking ability to look inside for the flaws.... they.... are the monsters....
with me.... you get what you give.... with me.... eye will try and try and try.... to earn your love.... until eye will not.... yes.... eye have an elastic heart.... and.... with cashew girl and a not so beautiful mind.... my heart has snapped.... eye have snapped.... they are DEAD to me.... eye will not physically hurt them.... but eye will torture them in my book.... eye will eviscerate them in my books.... in fiction.... eye was naked for a single day.... they will be naked for all eternity.... eye will shame them.... until they can take no more.... until they ask me to let them start over.... to escape thier pasts... eye will shame them.... until they can take no more.... eye have proven that eye cannot fix them.... the only way to fix them.... is to restart.... they need to restart.... eye will terrorize them.... until they stop terrorizing the world.... they are the monsters that eye cannot fix....