two heads....

does my spirit have two heads....  one filled with zeuses soldiers....  the other filled with the good guys....  is this why my head will not leave my head alone....  is this why eye need you to let my spirit die....  to allow my spirit to become love suicide....  to get both the good guys AND the bad guys out of my heads....   

can we make their two worlds collide....  and let them fight it out with each other....  instead of MAKING me fight their war....  making me the middle man....  making me do ALL the suffering....  or....  are they already fighting....  in my head....  am eye the zombie....  is this lucifers family....  fighting it out....  in my head....