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on to the next criticism.... how many am eye going to have to face.... eye never said that eye was perfect.... based on your rules....
so.... eye told my spirits.... to show me movies.... that show issues that they want me to address.... and eye would address it.... so.... the movie that they showed me.... is the scoop.... eye think right now.... the guy is being grilled for hanging out with a convicted sex offender.... let me ask you something.... do you ever forgive people in this world.... if someone is a convicted sex offender.... are they no longer allowed to have ANY friends.... even after they have served their time.... if you are immortal.... and you commit a sex crime.... does that mean.... you have to leave out eternity.... a criminal.... ashamed.... never forgiven.... never befrended.... eye befriended a person who attempted murder.... we hung out.... when eye was in jail.... for trespassing on the ground that the police threw me on.... eye befriended him.... and.... when he gets out.... eye will befriend him again.... and.... for all of you judgemental shits out there.... even worse.... he is an arian.... AND.... eye will befriend him again.... eye cried when he told me the story of how he shot someone.... not for the victim.... but for him.... for what he had done to his life.... eye did not know the victim.... so why do eye give a shit about the victim.... eye do not cry for the guy who died in india today.... in a car accident.... because.... eye do not know him.... if eye cried for every victim out there.... eye would never stop crying.... the point is.... eye knew him.... eye liked him.... and eye befriended him.... an arian.... that does not mean that eye agree with everything that he beleives.... but.... eye liked him.... and eye considered him a friend.... do not surround yourself with yourself.... you are probably criticizing me for not going back to see thor.... well.... thor hurt me.... intentionally.... eye offered my hand.... and he rejected it.... and then he tried to burn me.... badly.... and.... what.... thor is your hero.... and this arian.... is your villain....
look... the way eye see it.... he grew up in a slum.... eye do not remember.... watts.... or something like that.... a neighborhood.... where you join the gangs for protection.... not everyone does.... but many do.... and.... if eye remember correctly.... his initiation.... was to rob a convenience store.... the way eye see it.... if eye grew up in his neighborhood.... and he grew up in mine.... eye would be the one looking at a twenty year sentence.... and he would have been the one in for trespassing.... that is how eye see things.... a victim of circumstance.... eye think that the democrats and eye are closer to agreeing on this one.... than eye am with the republicans....
once again.... look.... if you NEVER forgive.... you are going to NEVER move forward.... you are not allowing that person to move forward.... you are stagnating them.... you are holding them back.... you are not allowing them to grow.... your world is NEVER going to move forward.... if you continue to hold peoples transgressions against them.... you are the problem.... the people who will never let go.... because it benefits you to do so.... if you hold it against them.... they will never be successful.... you will never have to worry about them taking your job.... it is selfish.... what you are doing is selfish....
eye have ways.... of making people pay for their crime.... helping the victim to forgive.... at the same time.... and.... allowing the criminal to move on.... to grow.... and become a better man.... most of the time we are talking about a man.... allowing them to become an asset to society again.... to feel good about themselves again....
but.... that is not the reason that you showed me this movie.... you showed it to me.... because you think that eye am a pedifile.... in your world.... based on your laws.... so.... eye will address that....
in your world.... eye am imperfect.... eye am as imperfect as they come.... however.... in my world.... eye am as close to perfect as it gets.... in my world.... which is FAR FAR FAR better than your world.... eye am close to perfect.... ask the person who JUDGED me last night.... am eye a good father.... if eye did not have three or four family members whispering in my sons ears.... every god damn second of the day.... trying to convince him to help them destroy me.... we would have a great relationship.... and.... he would be a better person for it.... eye cannot help the wicked wicked game.... that that fucking fox manages.... whose sole purpose.... is to destroy me.... to destroy my relationship with everyone.... including my children.... but.... eye think.... whoever that was that was judging me last night.... saw something unusual.... something she had never seen before.... someone.... who is about as perfect of a father as a father can be.... given the circumstances....
in my world.... there are fewer rules in my world.... fewer judgements.... and fewer constraints....
see.... once again.... eye told you that women have a lot more power in this world than you think.... men have desire.... women have something else.... eye am willing to wager.... that most men are attracted to younger women.... of course they are.... adam was older than eve.... she came from his rib.... how much older was he than her.... it is the way of the world.... and women do not like it.... and so they control men.... with there statuatory rape law.... for fuck sake.... a nineteen year old can be convicted for rape.... for falling in love with a seventeen year old.... really.... who came up with that fucking law.... the root cause.... is not a man and woman.... or a boy and a girl.... or a man and a girl.... or a woman and a boy falling in love with each other.... the problem is with control.... men controlling women.... mormans indoctrinating children.... to become their wives.... the problem is not the gap in age.... the problem.... is control....
now.... lets talk about me.... you all know.... that eye am attracted to younger women.... there is not denying it.... so....
lets start with my soul.... if eye am who eye think that eye am.... then my soul is eternal.... lets say.... millions..... billions.... quatrillions.... of years older than any of yours.... so.... then.... am eye allowed to date any of you.... am eye too old to ever have a relationship.... with anyone.... 🙁
then.... lets move on to my spirit.... eye think.... spiritually.... eye am younger than all of these women that eye am attracted to.... eye do not completely understand it.... but does every iteration of this game.... equal one year in the life of a spirit.... if so.... eye think that my spirit is far younger than all of you.... because.... eye think.... my spirit is a twelve year old boy.... that loves to mow the lawn.... think about it.... if eye created all of you.... would eye not have to come into the world.... years later.... would my spirit come far after yours.... but.... eye might also be this guy.... new soul.... which would mean.... if spirit years are one iteration of this game.... then eye am not even one year old.... eye am a baby.... and everyone who has dated me.... is a petiphile.... spiritually that is....
and then finally.... eye came down.... earlier than all of you.... in an early round.... and now.... eye am much older than many of you.... as a human.... eye am much older than eye can stand.... because.... in my world.... eye am forever young.... young forever.... young forever....
oh.... and one last thing.... for all of you judgemental judgers in judgementville.... have no fear.... your daughters are safe.... eye am done.... eye am done with sex in this body.... eye do not agree with your laws.... but eye will abide by them.... AND.... the lyrics tell me that eye am done.... not to fall in love.... because eye have a bet with white god.... and.... not to let the moon.... find me a wife....
so.... all you judgemental judgers in hooterville.... that is my story.... and eye am sticking to it.... the new leaders of the soon to become a gental race.... are telling me not to publish.... but eye am not hiding behind a bunch of skirts.... sorry eye could not help myself.... that is a line from a man from snowy river.... and eye am thinking that these women who are on board now.... do not own a skirt for me to hide behind.... eye should have just said.... eye am going to lay it all out on the table tonight.... everything that eye believe in.... like it or not....
finally.... eye have a proposition for you.... have a whatever kind of expert it is.... that evaluates age.... have them evaluate my writing.... ask them.... does this writing seem like it is done by multiple people.... does one of them seem to be twelve years old....
see my upcoming chapter.... multiple personality disorder.... did you ever wonder how the father and son and mother.... could be one and the same.... we are all in hear.... each and every one of my many different personalities.... 😊 oh.... and by the way.... the holy spirit is a mother.... we are not all men in here.... and.... the forgot my sister.... how are you sis.... have not heard from you yet.... since eye have been in this world.... you have been silent....
eye dare you.... have someone check.... check the writing for age and personalities.... ever read the bear.... multiple personalities is one thing that faulkner and eye have in common....
one last thing.... about the arians.... beliefs do not make people evil.... actions make people evil.... god damn.... why do eye have to teach you guys everything.... you are all like little children.... or.... is it me that is the child.... hmmm....