the right of way....

so....  you know....  when you are walking down the street....  and you come to a crosswalk....  you have the right of way....  right....  the city has given you the right of way....  well....  can eye suggest something....  try what eye do....  most of the time....  try something different....  you have the power....  now....  give it up.... baby....  give it up....  REAL power....  in this world....  is when you have the power....  and you give it up....

see....  what eye do.... when eye come to a crosswalk....  eye have the right away....  if there is a car coming....  eye step back a few steps....  and give them a little wave....  with my hand....  telling them....  eye know that eye have the right of way....  but....  eye am giving it to you....  because eye feel....  even though eye have the power....  eye am in no hurry....  eye have all the time in the world....  and it is much easier to stop a two hundred pound body....  then a ten thousand pound car....  try it....  once....  see how it feels....  but....  remember to communicate with the car....  they are going to be confused....  they have never seen this before....  well....  they have seen it....  if they have seen me....  

eye am telling you....  the real power....  for a woman....  is not in the law....  the real power for a woman....  eye cannot explain it....  some of you have it....  you make me stumble and fall....  the real power....  comes....  from not using your power....

now eye know this is going to piss you off....  but the thing that pisses me off....  is when eye am the driver....  eye am in a car....  and a walker....  steps out in front of me....  sometimes.... without looking....  no matter how close eye am to the crosswalk....  forcing me to slam on my breaks....  now this is the part that is going to piss off all of you ladies out there....  most of the time....  when someone does this....  it is a woman....  just an observation....  just one humble mans simple observation....  do you know why eye think this is....  in a world....  were women HAD no power....  they now have power....  or the illusion of power....  

are all of these laws doing you any good....  with hundreds of thousands of laws....  do you think any of them are really getting enforced....  there are more criminals out there....  than there is law enforcement....  and you are demonizing the police....  you tell me....  do you really want to help someone who is demonizing you....  do you want to run into a crime scene....  when you are being demonized....  but there are too many laws....  and too many criminals....  and the demonsters are encouraging the criminals....  because they want a world with no possessions....  someone took something from you you  say....  was it really yours....  they are just borrowing it....  this is the world that they want....  this is lennons world....  tell me....  when have you seen a burglary solved....  has the level of rape declined....  has the level of murder declined....  has the level of theft dropped....  do you want to continue down this path....  or do you want to try a new way....   all of these laws....  are not helping you....  do not blame the police....  blame the leaders.... the police are overwhelmed....  the leaders are not giving them the tools....  to eliminate crime....  dems have their protection details....  rules for thee....  not for me....  they will never say it....  but you can see it....  you can definitely see it....  

after seeing my chapter on the thirteenth man....  you know where eye stand on the police....  there was a time....  back in serpicos days....  when the bad cops....  outnumbered the good....  but eye think today....  the good....  outnumber....  the bad....  so stop highlighting the bad....  stop demonizing all of them....  because of a few bad apples....  

sorry....  another long sidetrack....  back to the point of this chapter....  give.... giving the right of way....  when you have the right of way....  give it a try....  see how you feel....  

so....  yesterday....  the immortals tried to make me look like a hypocrite....  by having a car stop....  and give me the right of way....  eye did not know that it was turning....  so eye did not know that it was going to stop....  when it stop....  once it stopped....  eye figured eye might as well cross....  the twenty thousand pound car has stopped....  

so....  the second part....  of being kind....  what eye did....  what eye am suggesting that you give a try....  is to speed up....  when you cross the road....  to show that you are not taking advantage of your power....  instead of slowing down....  eye fucking hate it when someone slows down....  eye got the right of way....  and eye am going to abuse it....  eye am going to abuse my power....  that is what that says to me....  sometimes....  you can tell a lot about a person....  based on the little things....  if you abuse your power....  on the little things....  what are you going to do.... on the big things....  if you step out in front of a car....  no matter how close they are to the cross walk....  if you slow down....  what does that tell everyone....  what are you going to do....  if you have real power....  how are you going to treat your subjects....  

this chapter should almost be under....  welcome to my life....  because this sort of thing happens all of the time in my life....  eye say something....  and then someone sets up an impossible situation for me....  to make me look like a hypocrite....  it happens ALL the fucking time....  welcome to the game....  welcome to the wicked game....  it is one of the ways....  that your competition tries to convince....  your protector....  to stop protecting you....