wayward....

so....  you are starting to discover....  the definition of wayward....  the meaning for wayward....  in wayward son....  

hard to control....  difficult to predict....  because of unusual....  or....  perverse behavior....

by the way....  what is considered perverse in this world....  is NOT perverse in my world....  it is NOT perverse to poke a strangers child in the belly....  it is NOT perverse to tell a woman that she is beautiful....  it is NOT perverse to appreciate beauty....  it is NOT perverse for a younger lady to ask an older man out....  after all....  what is age....  it is just a number....  so why is hers unlisted.... 😊

in my world....  we go after the root cause....  one of those majic words....  we go after the criminal....  and we STOP the behavior....  in its tracks....  we stop the child molestor....  instead....  of making everyone live by rules meant to protect people from child molestors....  no child molestors....  no need for rules....  to protect the children....  rules....  whos unintended consequences are....  creating a stale world....  a cold world.....  a world without love....  

everyone keeps trying to stop me....  trying to keep me safe....  all of my mothers....  are trying....  so hard.... to keep me safe....  the are trying to protect me from danger....  although eye appreciate it....  it is NOT what eye want....

the moon has tried to stop me....  she told me....  not to put my cape on....  and....  eye cannot stop....  it is glued to my back....  she tried to get me to ignore the lyrics....  and....  most recently....  she tried to shut me up....  and....  eye refused....  eye published anyway....  

it is NOT what eye want from a mother....  eye want my mother....  to let me run....  wild and free....  to let me be....  the wild child that is within....  once the ball starts rolling....  down the hill within my heart....  eye cannot stop it....  and eye want her....  to let me go....  there are a billion signs that are blinking....  telling her....  to let it go....  eye want her to LET me stumble....  let me fall....  let me bumb my head....  eye want her....  to fix me....  it is her turn....  to fix me....  when eye come home....  all black and blue....  all beaten and torn up....  one of those majic words....  role reversal....  eye want her to learn....  what it is like to be me....  and....  eye want to learn from my mistakes....  has she not figured out by now....  eye do learn....  eye learn from my mistakes....  

and eye have learned....

eye no longer compliment ladies....  on more than one thing....  eye stop....  at one compliment....  

eye have learned to heat the world up....  and then cool it down....

eye have learned to cool myself down....  with a certain mixture of foods....  and a certain mixture of bath products....

eye have learned....  not to trust....  from the beginning....  eye have stopped trusting....  until eye am given a reason not to trust....

eye have learned....  eye have learned....  eye have learned....  from my mistakes....  

eye want my mother....  to watch me....  stumble and fall....  eye want her to pick up the pieces....  as eye stumble and fall....

eye need her to catch me....  if eye fall....  because....  eye FINALLY know....  who eye am....  and....  eye think you know who eye am to....  did your soldier tell you....  that the fire....  is bigger than it ever has been....  eye saw him take a gander....  what did he see....  because....  eye cannot see the flame....

my truth....  is my weapon....  if eye do not have the truth....  eye have nothing....  so....  let us forget the game....  and spit out the truth....