bombs....

eye was sent here....  to dismantle the bombs....  all of the bombs....  for god....  lucifer....  that half of me....  was hired by white god....  to dismantle ALL of the bombs....  eye was supposed to use the lyrics....  to convince some of you to dismantle your bombs....  some of you....  eye knew eye was not going to be able to convince....  so....  eye was supposed to take away your decision....  some of you....  lucifer was supposed to assasinate....  some of you....  eye was simply supposed to dismantle them....  taking away your choice....  some of you....  eye dismantled them....  without you knowing it....  some of you....  eye was supposed to pay you for your bombs.... 

so....  let us see who the monsters are....  and....  who are not monsters....  if you have ever been in a room with me....  eye may have dismantled your bomb.....  without you knowing it....  so....  who....  is going to be selfish....  and pull the trigger....  because they did NOT get their precious little way....  who....  is going to pull the trigger....  and nothing happens....  except....  a little flag appears above your head.... telling the world....  the entire world....  eye did it....  eye was SELFISH....  and eye tried to blow up the world....  and here eye am....  for the world to see....  sitting in my selfishness....

who MADE me pay for it....  the world is also going to know....  who made me pay for it....

eye do NOT want to dismantle all of the bombs....  right now....  eye do not KNOW what eye want you to do with them....  right now....  my thought is....  IF....  the moon is white again....  if eye have conviced her....  to abandon zeus....  then eye want you to give her the bombs....  she will know what to do with them...  but....  ONLY....  if you can trust her....  if....  she is white again....  if....  and ONLY if....  you can trust her....  if she is white....  then....  eye want you to give her the bombs....  if they are ALL dismantled....  this world will be volnerable....

so....  eye have one other thought....  IF....  the sun has NOT done what eye think that she has done....  IF....  and only if....  she was NOT part of a plan to set up poseiden....  to imprison him....  forever....  then....  eye MIGHT have you give some of your bombs to her....  remember....  the key word here....  is MIGHT....  

eye know....  eye know....  some of you are pissed at me right now....  this was a bonehead move....  this was a lucifer move....  to shame someone like this....  but....  it seems pretty fucking minor to me....  seeing....  that if someone blows up the world....  lucifer has to live this misserable life once again....  everyone has to go through this misserable life once again....  AND....  the main culprit....  the one who wanted someone to hump a dog....  really....  now....  THAT is shaming someone....  and....  she either killed him once....  and....  wrote....  mine forever with a knife in his back....  OR....  she was threatening to do it to me....  she basically told him....  she would NEVER let him go....  never....  AND.... god wanted lucifer to assasinate her....  and....  looky here....  she is still alive....  lucifer is the best at what he did....  if he wanted her dead....  she would be dead....  so....  at least she gets to live....  in my plan....  she might suffer a little bit of shame....  but....  at least she is alive....  eye am trying to shame her....  into starting over....  because....  eye cannot fix her....  she is too long gone for me to fix....  she needs a do over....  she needs a restart....  so....  the way eye see it....  if a little shame....  convinces some one....  to start over....  to become a better person....  than....  it worked....  sometimes....  you gotta be cruel to be kind....  to be kind to her....  and....  to be kind to everyone else....  her actions have been affecting everyone....  

oh....  and....  by the way....  eye still have a bomb....  eye AM a bomb....  eye might be the ONLY one that you can trust with a bomb right now....  because....  as pink likes to say....  eye am the ONLY thing that is good....  in this fucked up world....  in this fucked up universe....  eye MIGHT just be....  the only thing that is good....  the only person that you can truly trust....  at the moment....  listen to her....  listen to pink....  if you think that it is bad in here....  there is so much MORE that is wrong....  on the outside....

once again....  this is me....  creating a healthy confusion....  you see....  right now....  eye want you all afraid....  eye want ALL of you confused....  AND....  afraid....  because....  eye find....  that there is nothing like fear....  to open you hearts....  to get you to be just a little more open....  to start seeing things....  in a different light....  to start to see the otherside....  to start to be willing to think about what others want....  fear does that....  fear does that to people....  it softens them up....  son will come....  world will eventually soften up....  son will come....  and there will be peace when he is all done....  check out luke one seventy eight and nine....  it is NOT just the lyrics....  even the bible speaks of the path that eye will lay....  the path toward peace....  not because of any tender mercy from any god though....  but....  perhaps by the tender mercy of the mothers....  if anyone is capable of showing mercy....  it is the mothers....  not the fathers....  look for my upcoming chapter....  mothers....  and....  fathers....  the lyrics speaks much much kinder about mothers....  than it does fathers....  by the way....  even the bible mispells my name....  referring to me as the sun....  instead of the son....  is everyone afraid to call me by my name....

eye will probably rewrite this chapter....  over and over again....  during this process....  so....  stay tuned....  keep coming back to this chapter....  as eye learn more....  as eye wake up more....  as eye remember....  who is who....  who is bad....  and....  who is good....  eye will rewrite this chapter....