stars....

the stars....  all those actors....  all those musicians....  out there....  could just be another alien....  an alien....  that paid for an experience....

eye am pretty sure that this world is on repeat....  and they keep blowing it up....  and it has blown up a thousand times before....  and the aliens are paying for experiences.... they are paying....  to be your stars....  they are paying for the experience....  they are paying to be worshiped.... 

as a quick side note....  what are we going to face this time....  all of you aliens out there....  are we going to end up in ruble again....  OR....  this time....  are we going to face our sins....

and....  eye am fighting a war with the stars....  the stars keep coming into my life....  but....  eye do not see the stars....  eye see someone else....  and....  the stars have the most to lose....  when eye shut this wicked game down....  so....  the stars are trying to stop me....  so....  eye have to stay in this city....  until eye win the war against the stars....  until the stars lose....

have you seen the movie yesterday yet....  what if the same thing is happening....  only....  on a global scale....  when the world blows up....  and the original writer of a song dies....  do they lose the rights to the song....  and....  the foxes gain the rights to the song....  and....  then....  in the next iteration....  and the iteration after that....  and after that....  and on and on and on....  the foxes charge an alien to become the writer and singer of a song....  in this iteration....  that someone wrote....  many many iterations ago....  

and....  what if....  they lose their mask to....  the mask that makes them look human....  what if they lose thier mask....  and someone else finds it....  or....  the foxes claim it....  and sell it....  after all....  we are all....  portions for foxes....  ever since the fox deceived lucifer and stole the world from lucifer....  and what if the person paying for the experience....  also buys the mask....  so....  pink looks the same....  iteration after iteration....  the beatles look the same....  iteration after iteration....  what if it is like in ready player one....  and the spirits are in a hologram....  and just like in ready player one....  you lose everything when you die....  and it is available....  for someone else to claim....  when the whole world blows up....  the foxes claim everything....

why do you think....  that so many stars struggle....  that so many stars have mental health issues....  that so many stars....  take their lives....  why do you think.....  they have everything....  and still.....  they are struggling....  could it be....  that many of them....  are living a lie....  just like the guy in yesterday....  and they want out....  they want out of the lie....  they cannot stand living the lie....

eye am betting....  by now....  eye have a starless sea above me....  a starless sky....  and....  cashew girl is making fun of me....  calling me the smallest man that ever lived....  with a big old fucking smile on her face....  she does not know....  that it was all part of the plan....  to leave them all behind....  hey....  miss murder....  can eye get those beautiful women to stay....  if eye....  take my life....  eye certainly do not want to take them down with me....  if you will not do it....  then eye will....  eye will do it....  it is in my hands....  the razor is in MY hands....  and eye am going to cut the rope....  this way....  it is NOT your fault....  eye am NOTHING now....  eye am no ones fault....  stay away from me....  eye am contagious....  eye am breaking breaking breaking down....  you cannot save me....  EVERYTHING....  is my fault....  just want to show the world....  how sadistic cashew girl is....  seeing fall....  the joy on her face....  when she sees me fall....  there it is....  there is the laughter....  there it is....  there it is....  there it is....  she KNOWS that eye have NO way out....  and she is happy to see me die....  like a typical psychopath....  like a typical bully....

it is a sad day in hell....  when your only ally at hard wood floor is nothing upstairs....  eye smile all the time....  because eye have nothing upstairs....  it is a sad day....  because you are so easily turned....  just like you were turned yesterday....  eye heard you laughing to....  has everyone turned evil in this world....  has everyone become one with this wicked game....  play a wicked game for a thousand years....  and so eye shall become wicked to....  has this wicked game turned everyone....  by the way....  better to have nothing upstairs....  than to have all that wicked evil dark shit that cashew girl has stuck inside of her head....  it is a sad day in hell when the scarecrow is turned to the dark side by shit for brains....  do not worry scarecrow....  eye was once like you....  eye was once exactly like you....  nothing upstairs....  so eye smiled all of the fucking time....  to hide my insecurities....  look at me now....  there is hope for you yet....  scarcrow....  go ahead....  scarecrow....  prove me wrong....  like shadow queen did....  prove me wrong....  get so fucking angry at me....  that you are going to prove me wrong....  eye LOVE it when people prove me wrong....

eye did see one good sign yesterday....  eye saw concern....  at least eye think eye saw concern on the face of second in command at hard wood floor....  did eye show you bitches something....  did eye show you that a single rooster....  can have more compassion....  then a gaggle of hens....

so....  eye am showing you what is happening in the city of angels right now....  the city above my head....  the gaggle of hens hovering above my head....  the darkside is winning....  this is how the angels in my dreams....  can ALL turn to demons of greed....  so....  the darkside wins....  when you get a bunch of bitches together to....  no wonder lucifers father was cursing the wind....  fucking bitches....  now you see why eye have to die....  and ditch ALL of these bitches....  the dark side has won....  in the city....  cashew girl has won....  in the city above me....  the city has to go....

eye saw something very dissappointing yesterday....  eye had always thought....  it was only when you got a bunch of roosters together....  did the darkside prevail....  but now eye see....  when you get a bunch of hens together....  the darkside also prevails there as well....  hmmmm....  eye thought that hens were better than roosters in that way....  eye guess eye was wrong....  eye am going to have to rethink my theory....  eye am going to have to go back to the drawing board on this one....

taylor....  by the way....  wtf....  did all of your original music come from a previous iteration of the game....  did someone else write your earlier songs....  because....  they actually have meaning and depth....  but this new shit....  it sucks....  you come up with a simple plot....  and then put a bunch of jiborish that rhymes around it....  eye saw your documentary....  eye saw how you write your songs now....  you just blurt out words....  until something rhymes....  you are like the rap of pop....  it sucks....  ya ya eye know....  eye need to calm down....  shade never made anyone less gay....  right taylor....  is that what you were going to say....

eye could NOT get you to call my bluff....  so eye am doing it to myself....  most of you....  are not big enough monsters....  to do it to me....  SO....  eye am doing it to myself....