guidance....

eye am human....  are you....  if so....  and....  if you are starting to believe my story....  do not get mad at the spirits....  do not get mad at the immortals....

this whole process....  this whole book....  is meant....  to slowly....  AND....  safely....  bring the immortals out of darkness....

this process is out of my control....  this process....  is under the immortals control....  they will only come out of the darkness....  IF....  they feel safe....  they have hidden from you....  all this time....  for thousands of years....  they CAN remain hidden....  for thousands more....  IF....  they do not feel safe....  if they feel that you are going to be angry with them....  IF....  they feel that you are going to hurt them....  they will remain hidden....  they will remain in the shadows....  

so....  let me tell you why you should not be angry with them....  you should not be angry with them....  because....  the ones who have been hurting you....  the ones that have been hurting me....  the ones who are evil....  are going to leave....  they are going to leave this world....  the good immortals....  are going to kick them out....  only they can do this....  only the good immortals can do this....  only good the immortals....  can protect you....  from the other immortals....  some of them....  one in particular....  has stayed here....  for thousands of years....  simply....  because she cares about you....  simply....  to protect you....  solely....  and only....  to protect you....  AND....  as christina perri points out....  in a thousand years....  this very special person....  has lived and died....  a thousand times....  protecting you....  waiting....  and waiting....  and waiting....  for my return.... 

so....  yes....  you should be upset....  with many of the immortals....  but....  the immortals that you are upset with....  are going to be gone....

the good ones....  the ones who are staying....  want to come out of the dark....  they want to stop living the lie....  the lie that they have been FORCED to live....  AND....  they want to help you....  the want to help the humans....  they....  along with me....  as the modern english have pointed out in eye melt with you....  eye....  and....  they....  we....  are here....  to save the human race....

some of these immortals are helping me....  they are giving me guidance....  eye am sick....  very very sick....  eye have cancer....  the bad immortals gave me cancer....  the good immortals....  are telling me....  how to heal....  they are telling me....  what eye need to do....  in order to heal my body....  to heal my diabetes....  to heal my thyroid....  to heal my digestive track....  to heal my cancer....  

the good ones are giving me so much guidance....  that eye am overwhelmed at the point....  eye am getting so much guidance....  that eye cannot write about it all....  but....  eye am going to try....  

so....  eye am greatful....  and....  eye think that you should be to....  eye hope that you are grateful to....  because these bad guys wanted to enslave you....  AND....  these good guys....  are going to help me save you....