this is how it works....

eye thought that eye already wrote this chapter....  but....  eye cannot find it....  eye have looked under different possible titles....  and eye cannot find it....  eye appologize if this is a repeat of some sort....  but....  it is too important to leave out at this point....  so....  eye am going to write it again....  in case eye have not written it....

so....  in this chapter....  eye am going to tell you how it works.... how the new system is going to work....

currently....  in the current world....  mortals....  humans....  have no fucking clue what happens to them after they die....  do they just disappear....  and become part of the soil....  as many scientists and athiets believe....  or....  are they reincarnated....  when thier body dies....  does their spirit live on....  and....  they are reincarnated....  reborn....  with no memory of their past lives....  or....  is it what the christians believe....  if you are a good boy or girl....  if you accept jesus into your heart....  do you get to go to the after life....  is your spirit hanging out in some purgotory....  waiting to be a part of the after life....  is god going to destroy the world....  and then the people who were good....  are going to inhabit the earth....  as some kind of paradise....  

and....  what happens to the immortals when they die....  because they do....  eventually die....  they age....  and they die....  just like humans....  it just takes a lot longer....  they are not actually immortal....

so....  this is the predicament that you all are in....  the humans have no fucking clue what happens to them when they die....  and the immortals think that they disappear when they die....

eye think....  that we all are reborn....  including immortals....  and humans....  do not remember their previous lives....  and....  neither do the immortals....  and so....  immortals fear death....  to....  

here is what tells me....  that we are all reborn....  including angels....  listen to lightning crashes....  which is about the rebirth of an angel....  in my opinion....  it is about the rebirth of an angel....  of an immortal....  the confusion that belonged to the old mother who dies....  now belongs to the new born angel....  and so does everything else....  her memories....  her soul....  belong to the angel down the hall....  and....  listen to pictures of you....  slow drowned....  you WERE angels....  if you are crying for the death of your heart....  then you must be still alive....  your spiritual heart has died....  but you are still alive....  

so....  do you want to become human....  all of you immortals....  do you want to become human....  do you want to feel....  do you want the human experience....  eye am finally sinking in the human skin....  and now eye can feel....  just know....  happy is the heart that feels pain....  it does not hurt me....  that fucking external spirit hurts me....  all of zeuses soldiers hurt me....  trying to force me to come home....  they gave me every known ailment to man....  h pylori and candida and toxic mold and toxic metals and atrophic gastritis and hyprochlorhydria and cancer....  but....  outside of the game....  outside of all of the ailments that they gave me....  it does not hurt me....  being human does not hurt me....  do you wanna feel how it feels....  why do you think....  it is the limbs and skin she misses the most.....  she is getting used to living with ghosts....  but it is the limbs and skin that she misses the most....  and....  one day....  the humans are going to discover their third eye....  and realize that they do not have to be afraid to die....  and perhaps....  one day....  they will all discover....  that they have wings....  and they may all discover that they have a little piece of me inside of them....  a little bit of love....  and perhaps....  one day....  someone will show them how to unfold their love....

and....  for you humans....  it is going to work differently....  you are not going to be reincarnated....  and forget your past lives....  you are going to remember....  and you are going to choose what you want to remember....  regina spektor and yes tell us a little bit about how it works....  first....  after you die....  you peer inside your heart....  and you choose what you want to keep....  what memories you want to keep....  and then you burn the rest....  and then you make a love....  and you put it in a new heart....  and you start over....  and you hope it does not get hurt....  but if it does....  you will just do it all again....   it can happen....  it can happen to you....  and me....  and EVERYONE eventually....  you can cut your own heart....  you can mend your own wires....  you can feed your own soul apart....  it can happen....  

you must know....  eye AM one of lifes architects....  and eye like this world....  eye have chosen this world....  NOW....  this world has to choose me....