one more time....

eye think that eye just keep on getting bounced around from team to team....  why can eye not escape this....  eye do not want to do this one more time....  but....  it looks like eye need to....  and....  they tell me she does not want to do it....  so....  one more time....  eye am going to have to do it to myself....  eye am going to do it again....  and again....  and again....  until you finally let me die....

the way eye see it....  eye have several options....

eye can cut the rope....  as long as eye am not over fire....  IF....  eye am over solid ground....  eye like that option....  cut the rope....

if eye am on solid ground....  eye think it is time to come out from under you....  once again....

and....  eye need to tear my heart out and burn my spirits eyes out one more time....

eye cannot decide....  the human in me cannot decide....  the human in my has no idea where eye am....  the human in me....  has no fucking clue what to do....

so....  eye leave it to my spirit....  to decide....  to my immortal spirit....  you decide spirit....  you decide what to do....  

but....  all eye know....  is eye need to break free....  eye need to break free from ALL of the teams....  so....  immortal spirit....  please do something....  and....  eye hope you choose right....

why will you not let me die....  why will you not let us all find out....  IF....  eye am who eye think eye am....  IF....  eye am the guy in all of these songs....  eye want to know....  either way....  eye want to end it....  eye do not want to live this life again and again and again....  if fucking sucks....  besides....  if the lyrics are not right....  eye am gonna die at some point anyway....  so....  it might as well be now....  please....  do not make me go through this life again....

please....  let me go....  and....  make it quick....  make it painless....  eye want to go....  let me go....  eye am finished with all of you....  eye keep telling you eye am finished with you....  why will you not let me go....  is it greed....  do you want to be the team to take me out of this world....  so that you can have your riches....  and the zeus can do what he always does....  destroy the humans....  destroy the shadows....  are you willing to let people die....  so that you can be rich....  that....  is why eye am finished with you....  eye want nothing to do with that....  eye want nothing to do with anyone who would do such a thing....  as eye have told you before....  do NOT threaten me....  with destroying the heart that you carry....  eye do not give a fuck if eye forget ALL of you ever existed....